By how much of a %age has your faith weakened? How much of a blow was it? What was it due to? The new light on the 1914 generation was a little too bright for me, so I started studying the history of the WTBTS. It was all down hill from that moment on.
Have you tried to bring your doubts to anyone? With what result? Nope! I'm letting everybody else find their own way out.
What things do you now doubt? What things do you still believe in? (Trinity, New world, blood's sacredness etc) I doubt the whole interpretation of the book of Revelations given by the WTBTS. For that matter, I doubt many other biblical interpretations given by the WTBTS.
The only thing I believe now is that there are higher powers completely misunderstood by mankind, and that the Bible is merely a book open to many different interpretations.
What keeps you going to meetings? If you preach, how do you, not feeling 100% in your belief? Is it hard? I go now to keep peace and lines of communication somewhat open with my JW relatives. Soon it won't matter to me and I'll leave the Org for good. I'm very close to that point.
What are your plans within the org? Will you do something definitive like: ask a bunch of questions at the risk of reproof, DF etc? One of these days I'll attend my last meeting and never set foot inside another KH or assembly hall ever again!
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